FUCKING HELL, I CAN'T WAIT TO WATCH THIS THING. AND OMG, I LOVE BRENDON. THAT ONE MOMENT WHERE HE'S SINGING DIRECTLY TO THE CAMERA IS MADE OF WIN AND AWESOME.

...and um, yeeeeah, sorry for my recent lack of existence. 8D;;;

OMG. *FLAIL*

NINE IN THE AFTERNOON IS UP. I'M LISTENING TO IT FOR THE SECOND TIME NOW AND OMG, IT TOTALLY HAD ZERO PLAYS WHEN I GOT THERE SO I WAS THE FIRST TO LISTEN TO IT. D8 (well, you know, excluding anyone who managed to get a hands of it before it was actually released. I, sadly, was not one of them. :/)

I LOVE IT THOUGH. it's so cuuuuuuute!

...and wow, now on to the third time of listening to it and already, 3575 people have played it. XD ah man, I was fiiiiiirst though so I PWN YOU ALLLLLLLL.

ok, so I realize this is really just a totally pointless entry no one cares about that's just filling people's friends page with utter craaaaaaaaaaaaaaaap. but duuuuuuuude. NINE IN THE AFTERNOON. SOOOOO CUUUUUTE. AND I'VE BEEN DYING, WAITING AAAAAALL DAY. ESPECIALLY SINCE THEY CHANGED THE TIME THEY WOULD HAVE IT UP. IT WAS 8:00PM ON SATURDAY. BASTARDS JUST WANT ME TO SUFFER. KJBGABUKJEGIAWUBGWG ;~;

AND AH MAN, THE LYRICS. THE LYRICS. THEY SMITE. SMITE ME DEAD. LIKE, GODS COULDN'T RESURRECT ME, THEY'VE KILLED ME SO CUNNINGLY. those bastards. >____<

DHQWFVIEUBIEUG,BEGIUGFBGU

♥

editted: now the question is...how badly do I want the deluxe edition of pretty. odd.

my first thoughts are obviously "OMG, SO FUCKING BADLY, I'D EAT MY OWN FUCKING SHOE!" but then I have to stop and remember... that shoe costs money. I can't eat it. I'd need new shoes. D: the deluxe edition also costs money. lots of it actually. 50 dollars worth of money. rose only has 70 dollars of moneys. and she needs to pay for her honda civic tour ticket. which she will be buying tomorrow. ;~;

ROSE NEEDS MORE MONEYS!

...I KNOW. BRILLIANT IDEA! 8D I'VE HEARD OF THESE THINGS...CALLED JOBS? I'VE HEARD THEY GIVE OUT MONEY LIKE THEY'RE REQUIRED TO! AND I'VE ALSO HEARD THE SUBWAY (not so glamorous but I care not) DOWN THE STREET IS HIRING. I CAN GET MONEYS! 8D AND GET BOTH THE DELUXE CD AND THE TICKETS! I R SO SMART. >D




yeeeeeeeah, ok, I'm gonna go and spare you all of my crazy germs.

though I highly doubt he'll read this because he's never on LJ, HAPPY BIRTHDAY kurosaki_san!

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

I don't know about anyone else, but I did really well this year.

I got an 80GB black zune (which is good because I'd be worrying over my parents' intelligence otherwise as I've obnoxiously been saying, "you know what I want for christmas? THE 80GB BLACK ZUNE."), Infinity On High (ok, well, technically aja got it because mum read aja's list wrong, but we just traded CDs), and PotC 3 which we still have yet to see. I also got a bunch of other crap (a uberly cute black and white scarf and a matching PIMP!hat, green slippers to match the lime green blanket I always have wrapped around my shoulders, a few really cute shirts and a very tacky, totally-not-my-style-tastic one, rhinestone head phones (again, my aunt. for some reason, she thinks she knows my style.), two cute pairs of earrings, and a bunch of other crap. I liked basically all of it, save the things my aunt gave me thinking she knew my taste. (she did however give me a japanese fan, which is very much my style.)

if I didn't have a birthday in a few days (on jan. 2nd I'll be legal in the wizarding world! 8D too bad I'm not a witch... :/) I'd be kind of sad as I didn't get the cobra starship sweatshirt (SWEATSHIIIIIIIRT.) I kept bothering my mother about (and when I say bother, I really mean it. not only did I mention it nearly nonstop, I sent an e-mail with a direct link to just the sweatshirt saying something like "BUY THIS." ...8D;;), but chances are, I'll get it on my birthday.

and if not, someone's going dooooooown. >___>;

first of all, to my flist, I'm so sorry for this drama attack! sorry, sorry, sorry~

but I feel I need to make this post to you Gee-nii-san and Josh! 8D

your plan of spying on me through my password (at least I can only assume that's how you did it as neither of you are on my flist) was brilliant. well, you know, until I changed the password. now I would like to clear a few things up.

YES. I have Jess's password and can in fact sign on to her name and spy on both of you. YES. the day after I was given the password, I looked to see both your posts about everything that had happened. I didn't read it once after that though. at least not until you started posting things directed towards me or insulting jess because of me. then I looked.

if you hadn't read my lj, none of this drama would have continued. do either of you realize that?

one more thing. I DID NOT DECIDE TO STOP BEING YOUR FRIEND OVER AN LJ-CUT. I DECIDED BECAUSE YOU FREAKED OUT SO BADLY OVER AN LJ-CUT. FOR GOD'S SAKE, YOU OVER REACTED OVER EVERYTHING WE SAID. SNIDE POSTS WERE ABUNDANT AND AIMED AT US AS WELL. THE LJ-CUT FIGHT MADE ME REALIZE THAT OUR FRIENDSHIP WASN'T REALLY A FRIENDSHIP. and let me make you feel better. YES. I was the bad guy! go me, I'm evil! 8D and so were you. both of us were the bad guys. as friends, we just FAILED. you alone didn't kill the friendship, and neither did I. we both killed it.

good god, this drama needs to END. I'm sick of it.

and btw, if you could read my lj because of a reason other than my password, GOOD FOR YOU! 8D I don't really care! want to read my posts? go for it. I'm sure reading my lj is the highlight of your day because I lead a life SO EXCITING, I could understand why anyone would look!

so let me sum this up:
you could (or possibly still can) read my posts. and you did. and in doing so, you continued the drama.

GOOD FOR YOU! 8D AREN'T YOU SO DEVILISH?

I can read your posts. and I did once and then stopped. until you insulted jess, then I read again.

YAY FOR ME! I R SO EVIL TOO, RIGHT?

CONLUSION: if we stopped reading each other's journals, THE DRAMA WOULD END.

so why don't we do that? I will if you will! 8D and josh, LEAVE JESS THE FUCK ALONE, thank you~ ginger snap did nothing wrong. she gave me her password, yeah. she didn't tell me to go frolicking through both your ljs. not only that but may I point out that you both were spying on me as well. just because jess evens out the playing field does not give you the right to insult her. YOU DO NOT EVEN KNOW HER. calling her a backstabber for this is ridiculously hypocritical as you were both doing the same thing you were so mad at her for enabling me to do.

and to my flist again, OMG, I'M SO SORRY! THIS THING IS SO HUGE. O____O;;;

I have decided I am not being paranoid when I won't tell Gee-nii-san when she's upsetting me in fear that she'll freak out. this fight started off very small, with Gee-nii-san just hurting me when I left an entry ending with how I was sad we had no shared classes and her response was only, "If you're going to make really, super long entries? I really hate seeing my friends page being longer than it should be, so I'm politely asking --

long entries + lj cuts = LOVE."

however, it has drastically escalated.

( BEWARE: SEVERE BITCHING BEHIND )

I've realized now, if I wanted to remain Gee-nii-san's friend, not only will I have to deal with josh, but I won't be allowed to say anything that may upset, including telling her when I'm upset by something she's doing because in the end, I will end up the bad guy. not only will Gee-nii-san being down either my throat or aja's throat, josh will then join straight away. I remember Gee-nii-san saying awhile back that I kept trying to make her out as the bad guy, but right now, I really don't feel like that's the case. and you know what Gee-nii-san, if it'll make you happy you can keep being the victim and I'll be the bad guy and end this.

so. this is the end. I declare this finished officially because I am not willing to put myself in the bad guy position in order to stay friends. I give up all attempts to fix our friendship Gee-nii-san, it's not worth it. for either of us. I'm sick of feeling like shit and I'm sure you are as well. I somehow always manage to hurt you and when you hurt me, I'm not allowed to tell you so basically it's a destructive relationship on both sides. I'm tired of having to walk on egg shells when it comes to our relationship, so I'm just not gonna bother trying to fix this anymore. we're obviously just not meant to be friends, or it could just be as simple as you not wanting to be friends with me so whatever. let's not keep trying to force a dying horse to walk, ok? there'll be no more drama and fighting this way at least.

...and even after decided to give up on this, I still feel like I should be going through this entry to edit all the parts where I talk badly of josh and Gee-nii-san so as to not upset Gee-nii-san. how pathetic is that?

as of two days ago, I will be gone for 2 weeks. I apologize to everyone as I'm basically going to come back and not know what happened to anyone in the last three weeks as I was never able to catch up to what happened last week. x.x;;

however, as you can see, I currently have a connection. and I'm not on aja's laptop! 8D I was able to get a connection on mine! this is the first time that's ever happened while down here in NJ! hopefully this means I'll be able to come on more often and I won't get behind on an additional two weeks of lj happenings, but I have no way of knowing how long I'll be able to use the connection. ^^;;

luckily though, aj and my friend kellzyz (kelly >>;) is here to keep us entertained! 83 though we got her addicted to angel sanctuary so she's been reading a lot. xD; as I have too though, it all works out fine.

if all does not happen as I'd like though, see everyone in 2 weeks! 8D

I am in such a better mood today! 8D the car is going to be fixed today! meaning, we can still go to lindsay's! we're either leaving tonight or reeeeeeally early tomorrow. :3

OH. MYGOD though. her mother is THE MOST NEGATIVE PERSON EVER. when we were firs planning this trip, the entire time she was saying, "somethings going to go wrong." then when I told lindsay we couldn't go because of car trouble, she thought I was really just lying and I actually didn't want to go. WTF? could you BE MORE NEGATIVE?

YES. YES, I HATE LINDSAY. THAT'S WHY I WANT TO VISIT HER AND SPENT MOST OF YESTERDAY MOURNING THAT I COULDN'T. YUP. BECAUSE I HATE HER. DUH!

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GODDAMIT, I HAVE NOTHING ELSE TO TALK ABOUT.

UM...REID FROM THE COVENANT IS A CRAP LOAD OF SEXY. UHYUH. >>;

I'm a little confused. >>;

I'm on gaia because I am SO BORED, but I'm still all emo-ie and don't want to have any serious contact with the outside world yet. gaia is good for moments of utter and complete NOTHING like this one.

when I try to click a link, I get this:

"General Error

This page is only available to people in the US and Canada."

....I'm IN the US. LOLWHAT? XD

for the next week, I will be staying at my friend lindsay's house. ...and there won't be any connection I believe.

I'll be back on the 31st! 8D

edit 1:49 PM: ...or not.

the car's belt broke. in other words, we can't drive that car and as that's the only car we can spare, we can' go until the car's fixed. and we don't know when that'll happen.

...I'm going to go be emo now.

so that whole relaxed thing kind of died. --; I just spent basically the entire day cleaning the upstairs bathroom. when I mean cleaning, I mean I removed everything from the room, vacuumed, washed the floors, scrubbed around the edges of the floor with the rough side of a sponge to get all the dirt I missed, washed the mirror, scrubbed the bathtub, scrubbed the shower tiles and took the shower outside so I could scrub it clean and spray it clean with the hose. fun.

and now I'm tired. -___-; and I smell like chemicals. the stuff I used to scrubs the bathtub and tiles was strong. I had to hold my breath while spraying it because every time I breathed it in resulted in a coughing attack. which, you know, is great fun.

BUT! 8D; from the 25 to the 31, I'm going to get to stay with my friend who moved (I have like gazillion), lindsay. and I'm really excited. :D I've missed her. sadly, I won't have internet connection, but whatever. I can live just fine. ^^ but there's a castle where she lives that we might get to visit! :D and she lives on an island, so we an go to the beach also! it should be fun. ^^

tomorrow though, my friend justine is coming over and we're watching movies. well, at least that was the original plan. it has to be changed now though since there's going to be a lot of noise here tomorrow due to even more cleaning. hopefully it can be moved to her house. ^^;